2010年12月30日星期四

meless small white flowers

Nameless small white flowers

Holiday, when I set foot lethargy when the train home, I do not know, the so-called two-year college in the end what I learned. Examination of the frustration that all of my family's expectations into the froth, full of that summer two years ago in. Specialty of the college, the family comforted me, and now I have the same train marching from home came to this strange city. In addition to cheating, but I am sinking, no more trace of the skills learned. Mix it, goof it, another year later it went out washing the dishes. So I thought, so like this life will end, no great, no climax, no end of twists and turns right.
Evening train, the rain is thin wanton zero beat, vague hint of the window blind to the outside scenery. Fills days to go dark, do not look worth mentioning.
A long time, home, meet me is full of smile Yang Zhao's parents, sharp-eyed father, immediately find me, grabbed my luggage, back in the shoulder, the mother came over, took my hand, eyes narrowed into a thin line. Had not looked at the young parents, the kind of real love, so I have a trace of stability loss of heart. Strong out of a smiling face, beside her father, drag the bottom of the trunk, trying to get my father a little less tired, to make yourself some peace of mind. After all, they do not know, every day of their baby son, is how corrupt their hard-earned money for.
My father did not say anything, just looked at me, then go back and I know he was happy, he feels this is a sensible sign of the son grew up. No matter how he thought, might not think I just want to ease some of it.
The next day, Big Brother like family to my house to visit. I looked at half height with a small girl, I suddenly feel the time is really fleeting Yeah. Carefully considered, five years from my high school for five years now, but also five years old girl ah.
Girl likes to play with me, always bugging me, so I told her the story, holding her to play the plane took off. I also like the girl, to be exact like her eyes, the kind of things curious eyes, but pristine, this is my heart now most want to have. How I wish I was a man of spotless Yeah, but the reality is cruel. Now, I'm already lost the battle is fighting cock, lost confidence, lost that innocence.

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